It's because, my dreams on SF were kinda crushed ever since my mom crushed them by telling me she wasn't gonna let me go there. :(
I think, getting this rejecton sort of materializes the thought of stating here in Oxnard. Which is a scary/sad thought. :(((
I'm just hoping my mother changes my mind, because I swear: I'll cry for days, if she doesn't let me go!
Sincerely, Adrian.
--EDIT I feel much better. Thanks, Youtube!
Exhale.
:)
