Goldfish

So, today was pretty stressful. Mmm, but I think stressful to a very small degree.
Let's see. Let me list my sources of stress. It's easier & it makes me feel better.

1. I didn't get me drivers ed certificate of completion in the mail. :(
(WHEN THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT GOING TO COME IN? IT HAS BEEN FUCKING 5 DAYS ALREADY!)
2. My parents haven't taken me driving.
(AFTER EVERY FUCKING DAY I ASK THEM THEY SAY MOTHAFUKIN', "TOMORROW." THEN, IT'S TOMORROW AND THEN THEY DON'T WANNA FUCKING TAKE ME AND SAY "TOMORROW!" UGH!)
3. I need a fucking haricut.
(MY HAIR IS FUCKING MESSY!)
4. My mom doesn't wanna buy my housing for SFSU.
(SHE ALWAYS FUCKING HAS A STUPEH MOTHAFUCKIN' EXCUSE. & HONESLTY, I THINK SHE'S JUST LAZY AND JEWISH)
5. My parents won't give me a definite answer on whether we're going to open house for SFSU.
(UGH!)

FML, frillz. Ugh. BUT, I'm good now, because I'm listening to my "English Project" playlist on my iTunes & it calms me like that--*snap. :)
The playlist is a bunch of songs from soundtrack from some of my favorite movies. (I downloaded them to play during my horrible English Presentation).
& if you would like to know what that playlist is:

Brick Soundtrack
1. China Kent & Nathan Johnson - Laura's Theme

Donnie Darko Soundtrack
2. Michael Andrews - Slipping Away

Juno Soundtrack
3. Kimya Dawson - My Rollercoaster [Juno Film Version]
4. Kimya Dawson - Sleep [Instrumental]

The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou Soundtrack
5. Mark Mothersbaugh - Let Me Tell You About My Boat
6. Mark Mothersbaugh - Open Sea

Little Miss Sunshine Soundtrack
7. DeVotchka & Mychael Danna - The Winner Is

Me, You, & Everyone We Know Soundtrack
8. Michael Andrews - Goldfish
9. Michael Andrews - I'm Not Following You
10. Michael Andrews - Signs

Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist Soundtrack
11. Mark Mothersbaugh - Nick & Norah's Theme

Rocket Science Soundtrack
12. Eek Barzelay - Opening Theme

Rushmore Soundtrack
13. Mark Mothersbaugh - Kite Flying Society
14. Sharp Little Guy

Sincerely, Adrian.

PS. Music-listening experience may be enhanced while blazing it.
Totally kidding.
;D

Mmm. Tons to talk about!

First, let me talk about what the word "tons" reminds me of:
Andrew: So, what's you poison.
[Allison doesn't answer]
Andrew: Oh, forget i asked.
Allison: Vodka.
Andrew: Vodka? When did you drink vodka?
Allison: Whenever.
Andrew: How much?
Allison: Tons.

+10 cool points if you know what movie that's from. Wow, I did that all from memory!

Second of all, I'm going to talk about Friday! It was SDD, and it was very fun! I <3 you Mariana! We went to SB! It was bitchin'! We went to the zoo! It was so fun. I like animals! OH, when we were looking at the lions, we were trying to meow to get there attention, and then this hummingbird flies right into the glass wall! It was so sad. :(
Mmm, the elephants/giraffes/penguins were oh so cool! I took a buncha pictures and I hae yet to put them up anywhere. Haha.

Afterwards, we went to State St. Ate at Wahoo's Taco Shack (delicioso!). Then, we went to (but, of corse) American Apparel. BUT, I didn't get anything. Then, we went to Borders (which had stairs like crazy! Walking through that store was even more tiring than walking around SB), then we went to coffee bean (Hot Chocolate w/ soymilk <333), and then we went to Urban (I didn't find anything affordable).

Then, after that we had like an hour to keek it. So, we went to the pier which was so fun! It was calming and beautiful. Mariana saw whales (BUT, personally, I just think she's loca). & we visited very quaint shops. Then, went home. It was funn!

Then, aftwerwards, my sister picked me and Mars up from the train station, and we took Mars home and we went to Target with my mom. It was so funny, because I saw Ashley Pashley, Kevin Wevin, Johno Bohno, and Tamara Flamara, over there. & they totally bonded with my family. Haha. Mmm, then we went home.

I stayed home ALL weekend like a good boy! I really didn't feel like going out and partying. It felt good, actually. Like, I feel like I have my stamina back, kind of.

OHH, and also. I'm currently administering a plan to convince my mom to let me move out after high school. & that plan is dubbed "the plan to convince stupeh head mother to let me move out after high school" plan. :)

Well, I'm planning to tell all of my relatives to talk to her (individually) and tell her that she shouldn't be holding me back. Basically, that's the plan. Haha.

I was inspired, when I was talking to my Tita Nida (my aunt in SD), and she was asking me about my post-hs plans. I then told her IDK, because of my mom's interference. And she told me she didn't want her to hold me back. She didn't want me to go to VC, she knew I could do better. She's actually really great. I usually tihnk she's a bitch, BUT, now I think she like Jesus Christ or something. Haha.

Well, that's it. I don't want this blog to go on forever.

So..
Sincerely, Adrian.

My mom = betch!

So, me and mom are fighting. BUT, its kind of one-sided. She tries to talk to me, BUT, I just kind of block her off.

Well, I should probably start off about what we were fighting about. So, yesterday we went running, and I decided to ask her about her feelings about me wanting to go to San Francisco (whoo!), and she just started saying how like I'm not mature, and that of course pissed me off. I mean, I totally understand where she's coming from, BUT, I mean it's worth a try and why not trust your own son, who's nearly 20 years old. Y'know? Like, it just pisses me off, that she can't trust me enough to go to college away from under her wing.

Well, there's more to our argument (mental note: all this was happening while we were running), BUT, I just really do NOT have the will-power to type it all in, and if I did this blog would be endless. & she keeps giving me fucking CSCUI flags! & its like WTF, mom?! Haha. Ugh. She's really just pissing me off.

& what's worse, is that she wants me to stay here in Oxnard and go to VC, or commute everyday between UCSB and here (which is stupeh, because they won't even get me my driving classes). & like I don't imagine myself at VC, like it makes me really sad when I try to imagine it. & I honestly doubt I'll get into UCSB. Honestly. Ugh.

So, when we were done arguing, it was like dead silence. So, I just ran ahead of my mom, and I went on a different route.

Well, I just got really tired of typing. Haha.

Sincerely, Adrian.