My mom = betch!

So, me and mom are fighting. BUT, its kind of one-sided. She tries to talk to me, BUT, I just kind of block her off.

Well, I should probably start off about what we were fighting about. So, yesterday we went running, and I decided to ask her about her feelings about me wanting to go to San Francisco (whoo!), and she just started saying how like I'm not mature, and that of course pissed me off. I mean, I totally understand where she's coming from, BUT, I mean it's worth a try and why not trust your own son, who's nearly 20 years old. Y'know? Like, it just pisses me off, that she can't trust me enough to go to college away from under her wing.

Well, there's more to our argument (mental note: all this was happening while we were running), BUT, I just really do NOT have the will-power to type it all in, and if I did this blog would be endless. & she keeps giving me fucking CSCUI flags! & its like WTF, mom?! Haha. Ugh. She's really just pissing me off.

& what's worse, is that she wants me to stay here in Oxnard and go to VC, or commute everyday between UCSB and here (which is stupeh, because they won't even get me my driving classes). & like I don't imagine myself at VC, like it makes me really sad when I try to imagine it. & I honestly doubt I'll get into UCSB. Honestly. Ugh.

So, when we were done arguing, it was like dead silence. So, I just ran ahead of my mom, and I went on a different route.

Well, I just got really tired of typing. Haha.

Sincerely, Adrian.