BAD NEWS.

So, I just checked my UCSB admission, and I didn't get in. I don't know why I'm so sad, because I wasn't even expecting to get in. I even kinda didn't want to get accepted into UCSB, because it practically made my decision on SF. OH ACUTALLY, I think I know why I'm so sad.

It's because, my dreams on SF were kinda crushed ever since my mom crushed them by telling me she wasn't gonna let me go there. :(

I think, getting this rejecton sort of materializes the thought of stating here in Oxnard. Which is a scary/sad thought. :(((

I'm just hoping my mother changes my mind, because I swear: I'll cry for days, if she doesn't let me go!

Sincerely, Adrian.

--EDIT I feel much better. Thanks, Youtube!






Exhale.
:)

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Okay, so. Today was a fairly good day (minus the fact that, I'm do fucking tired ATT because of DLST! UGH!) BUT, what canya do? Haha.

So, I had a lot of fairly good talks today (I'm having one good one now con Lyndo via AIM [which I haven't been on in longtimesss]). One con Ashley Pashly, and one con Ambetch! I won't go into detail, because I've suddenly lost the blogging bug.

BUT:
--I posted the SDD pictures in SB with Mariana on my myspace.
Exhibit A:

Exhibit B:


ALSO:
--I posted a video on YouTube.

*Sorry for the darkness. It looked brighter on my camera.

On that note:
Sincerely, Adrian.

Mean Creek.

So, i always see this movie Mean Creek at Blockbuster, and the cover never encourages myself to rent it. Because, I totally judge books and movies and CDs by their covers. If the cover doesn't look interesting, I will most likely not get it. Haha.

BUT, I saw the trailer to this movie on Youtube, and it looked good!

Well, I just got done watching videos of Cats with Kitty, and let me say that is now my favorite hobby! Its so fun!

Sincerely, Adrian.

Mmm. Tons to talk about!

First, let me talk about what the word "tons" reminds me of:
Andrew: So, what's you poison.
[Allison doesn't answer]
Andrew: Oh, forget i asked.
Allison: Vodka.
Andrew: Vodka? When did you drink vodka?
Allison: Whenever.
Andrew: How much?
Allison: Tons.

+10 cool points if you know what movie that's from. Wow, I did that all from memory!

Second of all, I'm going to talk about Friday! It was SDD, and it was very fun! I <3 you Mariana! We went to SB! It was bitchin'! We went to the zoo! It was so fun. I like animals! OH, when we were looking at the lions, we were trying to meow to get there attention, and then this hummingbird flies right into the glass wall! It was so sad. :(
Mmm, the elephants/giraffes/penguins were oh so cool! I took a buncha pictures and I hae yet to put them up anywhere. Haha.

Afterwards, we went to State St. Ate at Wahoo's Taco Shack (delicioso!). Then, we went to (but, of corse) American Apparel. BUT, I didn't get anything. Then, we went to Borders (which had stairs like crazy! Walking through that store was even more tiring than walking around SB), then we went to coffee bean (Hot Chocolate w/ soymilk <333), and then we went to Urban (I didn't find anything affordable).

Then, after that we had like an hour to keek it. So, we went to the pier which was so fun! It was calming and beautiful. Mariana saw whales (BUT, personally, I just think she's loca). & we visited very quaint shops. Then, went home. It was funn!

Then, aftwerwards, my sister picked me and Mars up from the train station, and we took Mars home and we went to Target with my mom. It was so funny, because I saw Ashley Pashley, Kevin Wevin, Johno Bohno, and Tamara Flamara, over there. & they totally bonded with my family. Haha. Mmm, then we went home.

I stayed home ALL weekend like a good boy! I really didn't feel like going out and partying. It felt good, actually. Like, I feel like I have my stamina back, kind of.

OHH, and also. I'm currently administering a plan to convince my mom to let me move out after high school. & that plan is dubbed "the plan to convince stupeh head mother to let me move out after high school" plan. :)

Well, I'm planning to tell all of my relatives to talk to her (individually) and tell her that she shouldn't be holding me back. Basically, that's the plan. Haha.

I was inspired, when I was talking to my Tita Nida (my aunt in SD), and she was asking me about my post-hs plans. I then told her IDK, because of my mom's interference. And she told me she didn't want her to hold me back. She didn't want me to go to VC, she knew I could do better. She's actually really great. I usually tihnk she's a bitch, BUT, now I think she like Jesus Christ or something. Haha.

Well, that's it. I don't want this blog to go on forever.

So..
Sincerely, Adrian.

My mom = betch!

So, me and mom are fighting. BUT, its kind of one-sided. She tries to talk to me, BUT, I just kind of block her off.

Well, I should probably start off about what we were fighting about. So, yesterday we went running, and I decided to ask her about her feelings about me wanting to go to San Francisco (whoo!), and she just started saying how like I'm not mature, and that of course pissed me off. I mean, I totally understand where she's coming from, BUT, I mean it's worth a try and why not trust your own son, who's nearly 20 years old. Y'know? Like, it just pisses me off, that she can't trust me enough to go to college away from under her wing.

Well, there's more to our argument (mental note: all this was happening while we were running), BUT, I just really do NOT have the will-power to type it all in, and if I did this blog would be endless. & she keeps giving me fucking CSCUI flags! & its like WTF, mom?! Haha. Ugh. She's really just pissing me off.

& what's worse, is that she wants me to stay here in Oxnard and go to VC, or commute everyday between UCSB and here (which is stupeh, because they won't even get me my driving classes). & like I don't imagine myself at VC, like it makes me really sad when I try to imagine it. & I honestly doubt I'll get into UCSB. Honestly. Ugh.

So, when we were done arguing, it was like dead silence. So, I just ran ahead of my mom, and I went on a different route.

Well, I just got really tired of typing. Haha.

Sincerely, Adrian.

I honestly, like Howcast. I always watch the videos they post up. Well, actually I like anything that's how-to. I think it's beneficial and fun! Haha. BUT, no really-I do.

Well, today was so-so. I feel like my days are never that interesting. Well, I wouldn't say not interesting...BUT, just not worthy, I guess.

Mmm, wellll. Let me see. Today was whatever.

& now, my mom is yelling at me to go get ready, because she wants to go running, and because my fat ass sister is too lazy to work-out, she has to drag me along. Bleh. I'm really not in the mood, because my mom got me Thai-Chinese and I'm full. Ironic, eh?

Sincerely, Adriannn.

P.S. Bulldog is the best bird everrr!

CLIMBING THE SAND HILL!!

So, I'll just let the video explain my highlight this weekend.
I've got to go do homework, now.

Sincerely, Adrian.

P.S. I love Kitty!