Dream Journal: Entry #001

Kids, rebel!

So, I have about two weeks left of school. Two episodes of Triton Talk left! One dance left to go to! & a couple projects to turn-in!

The last one makes me wanna go: "Ughhh!"

I'm excited to leave! I'm so over high school!

Warmly, Adrian.

Another late-night blog!

It's 12:36 AM, and boy I can't sleep! Haha.
So, to start off with. I will show you a group of videos that are closely correlated to each other.

Video #1:

Note: it's a bunch of malarkey! I mean, it's cheesy, false, and terribly out-stretched!

Video #2:

Note: See! That shit is BULLshit! Haha.

Video #3:

Note: HAHAH! Now, I feel better.


It makes me sad, when humans are discriminated agaisnt by other humans. I mean, why can't we all just get along?

Warmly, Adrian.

Let me give you the low-down!

Okay. So, I haven't been blogging, MySpacing, FaceBooking, YouTube, or anything else computer related for the past week or so, because my computer was broken...meaning it had a virus! Yeah, horrible. Like it was so bad, the internet would not even connect, and everything was as slow as molasses. It was just...UGH! Haha.

So, on Wednesday, we called the guy that always fixes our computer to come fix our computer. & he had to totally restart the whole thing and barely gave it back to us last night.

So, unfortunately, the past week or so, in which I have been out of the loop (computer-wise), I've had one of the most eventful weeks in my life! Haha.

Well, let me start with college. I got my license agreement to live in the dorms. & I have to tell my mom --burst her bubble, and tell her that she has to write a check for 1400 bucks when I mail in my license agreement. Yes, 1400, fourteen-hundred. One-thousand-four-hundred. I'm scared. & on top of that, she needs to pay for my tux for Prom, and gimme 65 for the party bus, and money for the corsage. Yikes! I know.

Mmm, moving on. I've been driving alot lately. & with that being said: I've actually been getting better! Haha. I've moved on from the parking lot at Brekke Elementary School, to going around my actual neighborhood, with other people driving and stuff! I know, exciting! Haha. So, that's cool.

Mmm, what else? Prom! My date got her dress, & now I just needa get my tuxedo & stuff. I'm excited! I really wanna look awesome! She's wearing like a blue-ish, short-ish dress. & she's gonna wear gladiator boots (fucking awesome, right?!) and a feather headband! I'm excited!
& I was thinking for myself that, I wouldn't want to overpower her, I mean I think the girl should be in the spotlight. So, I'm gonna try and pull for a brown tux, to compliment her blue dress. & I was thinking like an old-school tux, y'know? I also want it to be very fitted. & I want to at least have my vest & tie the same color as her dress. Oh, and I want to get some readers from Urban Outfitters. Preferably these. I also would LOVE a haircut! I'm excited!

Mmm, what else? Oh! Well, let me start on Sunday. So, on Sunday, I went to Main St. with Nadia. & I went to American Apparel (like always). & I went I was checking out, I asked the lady if they were hiring anytime soon for the summer. & she said Yeah, and that they were actually having a job fair on Saturday. Which was today! So, I went with my new & sexy resume. & when I got there, there was a TON of people for the job! Haha. I met so many cool new people! Haha. Mmm, so there was like a waiting list. & two hours passed by before I got called in. OH, & it sucked cuhz they did two people at a time. & the girl I did the interview with was super experienced & had like manager jobs & was really like awesome & funny and totally made me look like a little kid-douche bag trying to get a job. Haha. BUT, it wasn't bad & it wasn't super awesome. I'm honestly just hoping for the best.

Well, before this blog gets too long (as if it already hasn;t): I'll end it here.

Warmly, Adrian.

Inspiration board.

Well, this is my first inspiration board. Let me explain the things I put & why:
1. Emma Watson - Because she's hot.
2. SFSU Gator - Because, I'm going to SFSU & I wanna succeed!
3. Dov Charney - Owner of American Apparel. Revolutionary bussiness man. Don't get me started.
4. Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Awesome band. Always manage to be different and are sop creative.
5. Gideon Yago - Seems random, right? Well, he is one of my favorite reporters and he went to Africa.
6. Miranda July - Wonderful person all-around.
7. Todd Goldman - Great artist. Manages to make gold out of crap.
8. Pikachu - I like pokemon, and Pikachu always has a upbeat, never-gonna-give-up kinda attitude.
9. Emile Hirsh - His character in Milk was phenomenal. It shows his chops as an actor and a person.
10. Color Wheel - I love color. They inspire.
11. Keyboard - I want one & want to become a pro at it.
12. "Love is not blind--it sees more not less, but because it sees more it is willing to see less"-Rabbi Julius Gordon - Because, this quote is fucking true. So many people do stupid things "because they are in love," BUT know damn well what they are doing, BUT brush it off.
13. "We accept the love we think we deserve"-Stephen Chbosky - I chose this quote because, it is all too true too many times. It's a philosophical theory that is practiced to much, and what everyone does & repeats.
14. Hummingbirds - They are amazing creatures.

Warmly, Adrian.

Happy Easter!

In honor of Easter, I'm going to have a youtube entry.
Sadly, though, none of these video relate to Easter.








& last, BUT not least:


Warmly, Adrian.

Myspace and feelings.

So, guys!
Spring Break mode, so excited!!
I think I've done all my resting (because, you know how you get really lazy/tired when one goes on break from school), and I'm ready to go out and socialize! Haha.

SO, I just got done searching all around Myspace. Like I got lost in Myspace. I don't know if anyone knows what I'm talking about. It's like the process when you go to a friend's profile. Then, you see another old friend on that friend's profile. Then, you say, "OMG, I didn't know they know each other?!" Then, you go to their profile, and then, you search around. Find another friend. Then, find just other random cool looking people. Well, I may be sounding very nerdy/stupeh, BUT this happens to me sometimes.

Then, I start to see friends who moved, and see if they made friends, or like how they are. & sometimes, I'll see some of my OLD OLD friends, and see that they moved to places like Temecula, and their profile, is filled to the brim with photos of their friends, and parties, and stuff. & it makes me happy to know that they have assimilated to a new school, and that they're not lonely and emo.

Then, I start to think, how I'd end up in another school. I also wonder if people (old friends & random people) ever go to my Myspace, and think that I'm doing good. That I have cool friends, and that I am not lonely or emo, and that I'm happy. I don't know. Sometimes, the feelings I feel are completely unexplainable, and they probably just look like one big, incoherent mess on this blog.

For a loss of words:

Warmly, Adrian.

Late-Night Blog

I'm fucking bored as fuck, so I'm gonna blog.

Ugh, I wish I was at Karen's party right now; BUT, knowing me: I don't have a ride. I swear, sometimes I feel like a little kid. I wish I drove. I know I'd be there, if I drove. Like, I feel like I'm the friend who always needs a ride somewhere & to me, that it just not doing it. :(

& my mom never listens to what I have to say.

I'd be more in-depth, BUT, I just don't feel like it.

UGH, I just lost the blogging itch. I hate it when that happens.

Sincerely, Adrian.

Boring blog.

I particularly like how my blog looks right now. & I had to add a song from my new favorite CD, "It's Blitz" by the Yeah Yeah Yeahs. Wait, was I supposed to quote album names? Or do I italicize them? Hmm. Whatever.

I was planning to blog about my feelings. BUT, I lost the flame.

Sincerely, Adrian.

Yay! Procrastination!

So, before I get any actual work done (I needa do my Color of Water questions for chapter 1-10, and re-do some re-do's.) Honestly, shoot me now! :(

Honestly, I fucking hate Akune. & the fact that senioritis is taking over doesn't help. Blehh.

BUT, before I forget (& like I promised), I will tell you about my trip last weekend! It was fucking fun! I went in very skeptic, and came out wanting to go back.

Well, I went to a CASL (California Association of Student Leaders) conference in San Jose. It was from Saturday to Monday, and let me tell you, it was fun (as if I haven't told you already, right?!) Haha! I went with a few people from my ASB class, and since I am ASB president (hold the applause), I was given to go.

So, when we got there, there was all kinds of things to do. There was rock climbing (which I did and completed, yay!), an inflatable obstacle corse, blah, blah, blah. Then, a meeting. Then, another meeting. & another. Then, we all just kinda ditched the next meeting, and went to the like the other 3 meetings after that. No joke! Haha. The only thing I didn't like about the trip, was that it was non-stop meetings. & in these meetings, there was either a speaker, an ice-breaker type thang (which I didn't mind, I love those!), group discussions, like leader-ish type stuff. Like, I wish they could've put in a few breaks in between y'know?

Then, on Sunday, it was like breakfast meeting, meeting, meeting, and then at noon, the students held a Senior ball. Which, was actually for senior citizens! OMGosh, it was so cool! We got this old chinese lady. She was so precious. & I got to dance with her. :) Haha. & she taught me the 1, 2, 3, walts, and the chinese words: "Ni hao ma" and "Shi-eh shi-eh." I totally buthcered the spelling. :(

Well, later that night after all the other frickin' meetings, we went to the Santa Cruz boardwalk, and we got to go on any ride for free and allt he arcade games were free. It was awesome! Like a dream come true! Haha. Well, minus the fact I fucking hate roller coasters! :o

Then, on Monday, I had to wake up early and go to a rehearsal, while my other classmates slept in (jel, much). Well, the rehearsal was because my school won an award because I am an awesome ASB president! ;D

Then, we went to a few other meetings, and then we recieved our award and peaced out! haha.

Well, on this trip I learned a few good things about myself:
1. I absolutely hate it how everyone thinks they know the words to "Don't Stop Belevin'" by Journey.
--On the bus, a few white kids started singing the song. & I jumped in because that is one of my all-time fave songs, and after like the first verse, they didn't know the words, and I of course couldn't stop. This annoyed me.
2. I go absolutely go crazy when I see people in glasses (& yes, I mean sexually crazy!)
--I met this person, who wore glasses, and now I feel absolutely stupeh for not getting their last name or number or email or at least the school they went to. UGH, I'm feeling extremely stupeh again thinking about it. & what's worse is the only thing I can remember is their first name, the big city by where their bo-dunk school is located (Sacramento), their sexy glasses, their sexy face, and their porcelain skin.
3. I like meeting new people
--When, I came back to school, I felt like "Wow, this is fucking boring! I fucking know all these people already! I want to go back to CASL and talk and meet with all my awesome new friends."
4. I need to go to college already.
--This can also be explained by number three.
5. The pendulum kinda rides, that just swing back and forth and take the shape of things like a pirate ship, are actually scarier than they look.
--I went on it at the boardwalk thinking it wouldn't be that bad. & every word out of my mouth was fuck or why.
6. ChaCha knows everting. Yes, everyting.
--Self-expanatory.

Well, I procrastinated enough.

Sincerely, Adrian.
:)

PS. I got the new Yeah Yeah Yeahs CD "It's Blitz!" yesterday, and I haven't stopped listening to it!

Tirrred.

Shoot me.
I got back from my 3-day weekend long field trip at about 6ish. & let me say I'm fucking tired!

The whole field trip, we had to get up early because of a meeting, or something. Then, I went to sleep uber late. So, that threw my sleeping cycle wayy off. Ugh.

Then, when I got home, I had to unpack, and work on fucking Akune's fucking homework. I swear, I hate that bitch with all my life.

Well, I'm gonna go. I'm uber tired. I will talk about my field trip/weekend later.

Peace out, girl scout.

Sincerely, Adrian.

Goldfish

So, today was pretty stressful. Mmm, but I think stressful to a very small degree.
Let's see. Let me list my sources of stress. It's easier & it makes me feel better.

1. I didn't get me drivers ed certificate of completion in the mail. :(
(WHEN THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT GOING TO COME IN? IT HAS BEEN FUCKING 5 DAYS ALREADY!)
2. My parents haven't taken me driving.
(AFTER EVERY FUCKING DAY I ASK THEM THEY SAY MOTHAFUKIN', "TOMORROW." THEN, IT'S TOMORROW AND THEN THEY DON'T WANNA FUCKING TAKE ME AND SAY "TOMORROW!" UGH!)
3. I need a fucking haricut.
(MY HAIR IS FUCKING MESSY!)
4. My mom doesn't wanna buy my housing for SFSU.
(SHE ALWAYS FUCKING HAS A STUPEH MOTHAFUCKIN' EXCUSE. & HONESLTY, I THINK SHE'S JUST LAZY AND JEWISH)
5. My parents won't give me a definite answer on whether we're going to open house for SFSU.
(UGH!)

FML, frillz. Ugh. BUT, I'm good now, because I'm listening to my "English Project" playlist on my iTunes & it calms me like that--*snap. :)
The playlist is a bunch of songs from soundtrack from some of my favorite movies. (I downloaded them to play during my horrible English Presentation).
& if you would like to know what that playlist is:

Brick Soundtrack
1. China Kent & Nathan Johnson - Laura's Theme

Donnie Darko Soundtrack
2. Michael Andrews - Slipping Away

Juno Soundtrack
3. Kimya Dawson - My Rollercoaster [Juno Film Version]
4. Kimya Dawson - Sleep [Instrumental]

The Life Aquatic with Steve Zissou Soundtrack
5. Mark Mothersbaugh - Let Me Tell You About My Boat
6. Mark Mothersbaugh - Open Sea

Little Miss Sunshine Soundtrack
7. DeVotchka & Mychael Danna - The Winner Is

Me, You, & Everyone We Know Soundtrack
8. Michael Andrews - Goldfish
9. Michael Andrews - I'm Not Following You
10. Michael Andrews - Signs

Nick & Norah's Infinite Playlist Soundtrack
11. Mark Mothersbaugh - Nick & Norah's Theme

Rocket Science Soundtrack
12. Eek Barzelay - Opening Theme

Rushmore Soundtrack
13. Mark Mothersbaugh - Kite Flying Society
14. Sharp Little Guy

Sincerely, Adrian.

PS. Music-listening experience may be enhanced while blazing it.
Totally kidding.
;D

Video, blog, script, video. --EDIT

OMG, lets start off with a hilarious video:


So, today was an okay day. Nothing really out of the ordinary. Mmmm, on Monday, I left school around 1130ish to go to a dentist appointment. Mental note: I totally hate the dentist. Like, I'd rather take an AP test, then go to the dentist. Honestly.

So, I had to go because they needed to fill-in three of my cavities. D:
I know, THREE cavities! Three! I know, I'm horrible. Its weird, because I totally brush my teeth errday, and like the reason I had cavities, was I don't floss often. Isn't that retarded? I mean, flossing takes fucking forever. I'd have to wake up like 5 minutes earlier just to floss. Rediculosa, eh?

So, whatever, I got them done. & to not pay attention to people drilling at my teef and to make the appointment go by faster, I played Mean Girls in my head. BUT, I only got up to the part where Regina and Cady are talking to each other for the first time at lunch.

& if you don't believe, let me re-cap (all from my head!):
Regina: Do you want to have sex with him?
Cady: No.
Regina: Okay Jason, she does not want to have sex with you. So, you can go shave your back, now.
Regina: Wait, why haven't I seen you here?
Cady: I'm new here.
[Cady look at Janis]
Regina: Sit down.
Cady: I moved here from Africa.
Regina: What?
Cady: I was home-schooled.
Regina: Wait, what?
Cady: My mom taught me at home.
Regina: Wait, I know what home-schooled is. I'm not retarded. So, you've never been to a school before? Shut up. Shut up!
Cady: I didn't say anything.
Regina: BUT, you're like really pretty.
Cady: Thanks.
Regina: So, you agree you think you're really pretty.
Cady: Oh...I don't know.

See, I can totally just go on & on & on. Well, anyways. To make this entry more interesting. I'm going to end it with another awesome video! :)

Sincerely, Adrian.


---EDIT!
So, Kayle just reminded me. So, today I went with Kayla to the grocery store. Then, when we were putting the groceries in the back seat, Kayla was like, "Wow, my car really smells." & I was like, "Oh, its probably like your nasty socks or something." So, I decided to smell it. So, I said, "OMG, Kayla. Honestly, that smells like bad rice." & she just kinda looked at me like wtf? So, she starts searching the back seat of her car (mental note: its really messy back. Like clothes litter the backseat & yeah, it's just really messy). So, under all the mess, she finds--what other than--chinese food. Including bad fried rice! That stuff was in her car for a day and a half! I'm good, eh?! Asian powers go!

RESOLUTION FOR LIFE:

I'm going to give up alcoholic energy drinks from this point on.
:)

Y'know, they're really just totally bad for you. My brother has even told me not to drink those either. I mean, what I like about them is that they get the job DONE. Haha. BUT, I think risking my heart is not worth it. Y'know? So, goodbye Sparks & Joose. It was nice knowing you guys.

Whoo, exhale. :)

So, last night was really fun. I went to an old friend of mine, Mayra Pablo's, birthday party. I had a blast. I went with really fun people. I <3 you, Lyndo. I saw ALOT of people, too. "Mad heads." Haha.

Mmm, it was a really good party.

So, I feel like calling Mariana, BUT, she's probably not there, because she's probably at church, cuhz she's a youth group leader, and her kids are getting confirmed/graduating today.

Hmm, I also feel like making some chilaquiles and eating it. Mmmm. That sounds really really good. Mmmm.

Then, after that, I'm going to brush my teeth. Partly because I have a dentist appointment comming ( YIKES! :[ ). I hope that sad face doesn't conflict with the parentheses. I seriosuly played with that little part of the last sentence for like 2 minutes, figuring out how to make it NOT confusing. Haha. The other part is that, my breath simply wreaks of the fun I had last night.

Okay, well. Peace out girls scout!

Sincerely,
Adrian.
:)
<3

Cheeks for dayyyyys.

Hm, so today has been okay.
:)

Mmm, well let me tell you about the highlight of my day and that only. Haha. OMG. I hope its as funny as it was when it happened. Like I hope this story isn't a "You had to be there" kinda thing.

Okay, so me & Ambs were coming out of 5th period. So, normal day, normal passing period, whatever. Then, Amber was all like: "Oh my God, look it." & she's pointing down at some chick. This chick was wearing like a little pink dress shirt thing. And she had her backpack only half on. Like only one strap on her shoulder. HAHA. OMG.

So, the backpack was hanging on her side, and it was pulling up her dress shirt (which was mighty short may I add), and her whole right butt check was totally exposed! Haha.

OMG. It was so funny. & me and Amber just busted out laughing. HAHA. OMG.

& like she was either heading out commando or was wearing a thong, because you could see her WHOLE butt cheek. Like, there was no fabric, like her butt skin. Haha. OMG. & like me & Amber were literally doubled over with laughter. & she was trying to say between laughs: "OMG, I need to tell her." BUT, she couldn't because we kept laughing! BUT, we just kept watching her (& her buttcheek), until we saw a teacher go up to her told her that her butt cheek was showing.

HAHAH, omg. So fucking funny. Highlight of my day! It totally made me feel better about Douchebag Dick Deardorff. UGH, but that's another story.

HAHA, omg I probably sound like a boy going through puberty talking about stupid things like this. Haha. OMG, whatever it was fuckin' funny!

Sincerely, Adriannnnnn.

BAD NEWS.

So, I just checked my UCSB admission, and I didn't get in. I don't know why I'm so sad, because I wasn't even expecting to get in. I even kinda didn't want to get accepted into UCSB, because it practically made my decision on SF. OH ACUTALLY, I think I know why I'm so sad.

It's because, my dreams on SF were kinda crushed ever since my mom crushed them by telling me she wasn't gonna let me go there. :(

I think, getting this rejecton sort of materializes the thought of stating here in Oxnard. Which is a scary/sad thought. :(((

I'm just hoping my mother changes my mind, because I swear: I'll cry for days, if she doesn't let me go!

Sincerely, Adrian.

--EDIT I feel much better. Thanks, Youtube!






Exhale.
:)

asldkfhrwign

Okay, so. Today was a fairly good day (minus the fact that, I'm do fucking tired ATT because of DLST! UGH!) BUT, what canya do? Haha.

So, I had a lot of fairly good talks today (I'm having one good one now con Lyndo via AIM [which I haven't been on in longtimesss]). One con Ashley Pashly, and one con Ambetch! I won't go into detail, because I've suddenly lost the blogging bug.

BUT:
--I posted the SDD pictures in SB with Mariana on my myspace.
Exhibit A:

Exhibit B:


ALSO:
--I posted a video on YouTube.

*Sorry for the darkness. It looked brighter on my camera.

On that note:
Sincerely, Adrian.

Mean Creek.

So, i always see this movie Mean Creek at Blockbuster, and the cover never encourages myself to rent it. Because, I totally judge books and movies and CDs by their covers. If the cover doesn't look interesting, I will most likely not get it. Haha.

BUT, I saw the trailer to this movie on Youtube, and it looked good!

Well, I just got done watching videos of Cats with Kitty, and let me say that is now my favorite hobby! Its so fun!

Sincerely, Adrian.

Mmm. Tons to talk about!

First, let me talk about what the word "tons" reminds me of:
Andrew: So, what's you poison.
[Allison doesn't answer]
Andrew: Oh, forget i asked.
Allison: Vodka.
Andrew: Vodka? When did you drink vodka?
Allison: Whenever.
Andrew: How much?
Allison: Tons.

+10 cool points if you know what movie that's from. Wow, I did that all from memory!

Second of all, I'm going to talk about Friday! It was SDD, and it was very fun! I <3 you Mariana! We went to SB! It was bitchin'! We went to the zoo! It was so fun. I like animals! OH, when we were looking at the lions, we were trying to meow to get there attention, and then this hummingbird flies right into the glass wall! It was so sad. :(
Mmm, the elephants/giraffes/penguins were oh so cool! I took a buncha pictures and I hae yet to put them up anywhere. Haha.

Afterwards, we went to State St. Ate at Wahoo's Taco Shack (delicioso!). Then, we went to (but, of corse) American Apparel. BUT, I didn't get anything. Then, we went to Borders (which had stairs like crazy! Walking through that store was even more tiring than walking around SB), then we went to coffee bean (Hot Chocolate w/ soymilk <333), and then we went to Urban (I didn't find anything affordable).

Then, after that we had like an hour to keek it. So, we went to the pier which was so fun! It was calming and beautiful. Mariana saw whales (BUT, personally, I just think she's loca). & we visited very quaint shops. Then, went home. It was funn!

Then, aftwerwards, my sister picked me and Mars up from the train station, and we took Mars home and we went to Target with my mom. It was so funny, because I saw Ashley Pashley, Kevin Wevin, Johno Bohno, and Tamara Flamara, over there. & they totally bonded with my family. Haha. Mmm, then we went home.

I stayed home ALL weekend like a good boy! I really didn't feel like going out and partying. It felt good, actually. Like, I feel like I have my stamina back, kind of.

OHH, and also. I'm currently administering a plan to convince my mom to let me move out after high school. & that plan is dubbed "the plan to convince stupeh head mother to let me move out after high school" plan. :)

Well, I'm planning to tell all of my relatives to talk to her (individually) and tell her that she shouldn't be holding me back. Basically, that's the plan. Haha.

I was inspired, when I was talking to my Tita Nida (my aunt in SD), and she was asking me about my post-hs plans. I then told her IDK, because of my mom's interference. And she told me she didn't want her to hold me back. She didn't want me to go to VC, she knew I could do better. She's actually really great. I usually tihnk she's a bitch, BUT, now I think she like Jesus Christ or something. Haha.

Well, that's it. I don't want this blog to go on forever.

So..
Sincerely, Adrian.

My mom = betch!

So, me and mom are fighting. BUT, its kind of one-sided. She tries to talk to me, BUT, I just kind of block her off.

Well, I should probably start off about what we were fighting about. So, yesterday we went running, and I decided to ask her about her feelings about me wanting to go to San Francisco (whoo!), and she just started saying how like I'm not mature, and that of course pissed me off. I mean, I totally understand where she's coming from, BUT, I mean it's worth a try and why not trust your own son, who's nearly 20 years old. Y'know? Like, it just pisses me off, that she can't trust me enough to go to college away from under her wing.

Well, there's more to our argument (mental note: all this was happening while we were running), BUT, I just really do NOT have the will-power to type it all in, and if I did this blog would be endless. & she keeps giving me fucking CSCUI flags! & its like WTF, mom?! Haha. Ugh. She's really just pissing me off.

& what's worse, is that she wants me to stay here in Oxnard and go to VC, or commute everyday between UCSB and here (which is stupeh, because they won't even get me my driving classes). & like I don't imagine myself at VC, like it makes me really sad when I try to imagine it. & I honestly doubt I'll get into UCSB. Honestly. Ugh.

So, when we were done arguing, it was like dead silence. So, I just ran ahead of my mom, and I went on a different route.

Well, I just got really tired of typing. Haha.

Sincerely, Adrian.

I honestly, like Howcast. I always watch the videos they post up. Well, actually I like anything that's how-to. I think it's beneficial and fun! Haha. BUT, no really-I do.

Well, today was so-so. I feel like my days are never that interesting. Well, I wouldn't say not interesting...BUT, just not worthy, I guess.

Mmm, wellll. Let me see. Today was whatever.

& now, my mom is yelling at me to go get ready, because she wants to go running, and because my fat ass sister is too lazy to work-out, she has to drag me along. Bleh. I'm really not in the mood, because my mom got me Thai-Chinese and I'm full. Ironic, eh?

Sincerely, Adriannn.

P.S. Bulldog is the best bird everrr!

CLIMBING THE SAND HILL!!

So, I'll just let the video explain my highlight this weekend.
I've got to go do homework, now.

Sincerely, Adrian.

P.S. I love Kitty!

We get on.

So, today was a good day. Nothing really exciting happened during school. BUT, ashter school, I hung out with Ashwii and Tamara, and it was nice, because we just haven't hung out in like forever. Now that I think of it, it's kind of crazy because we really haven't at ALL in a LONG time. :/

Mmm, so it was fun. Haha.
And after that I had to go back to school, because I had talent show practice. Mmm, it was chill. Except that fact that I was holding in the biggest fucking fart the whole fucking time. Ugh, it was horrible. It was totally kidding me.

Mmm. I'm not really in the blogging mood. & I just finished my homework, and now I feel like working out.

So, I'm gonna end it with some lyrics, that I think are grand.

Kate Nash - We Get On

Simply knowing you exist aint good enough for me
But asking for your telephone number
seems highly inappropriate

Seeing as I can't
even say hi
when you walk by

And that time you shook my hand it felt so nice
I swear I've never felt this way about any other guy
and I never usually notice people's eyes but..

I conducted a plan
To bump into you most accidentally
but
I was walking along
and I bumped into you
much more heavily than I'd originally planned.
It was well embarrassing and
I think you thought that I was a bit of a twat

I just think that we'd get on
Oh I wish I could tell you face to face
instead of singing this stupid song
but yeah I just think that we might get on

So I went to that party
everyone they were kind of arty
And I was wearing this dress
'cause I wanted to impress
But I wasn't sure if I look my best
'cause I was so nervous
But I carried on regardless
strutting through each room
trying to find you

And when I saw you kissing that girl
My heart, it shattered
and my eyes, they watered
and when I tried to speak I stu-uttered

And my friends were like "Whatever,
you'll find someone better,
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com
his eyes are way too close together
and we never even liked him from the start.
And now he's with that tart,

and I heard she'd done some really nasty stuff
down in the park with Michael.
He said she's easy
and if your guys with someone that's sleazy
then he ain't worth your time
cause you deserve a real nice guy"

So I proceeded to get drunk and to cry
I locked myself in the toilets for the entire night

Saturday night, I watch Channel 5
I particularly like CSI
I don't ever dream about you and me
I don't ever make up stuff about us
that would be considered insanity

I don't ever drive by your house to see if you're in
I don't even have an opinion on that tramp
that you are still seeing

I don't know your timetable
I don't know your face off by heart
but I must admit that there is a part
that still thinks that we might get on
that we might get on
that we might get on
that we should get on

Sincerely, Adrian.

Hi!

So, I'm in the blogging mood, right now. Hence, this early blog.
Like, as I was walking home (before James Bonilla, ran up and tried to scare me), I was thinking, Hmm, I feel like blogging. I'm not sure why, I think because I was acting more like my old self. The part I don't like. & that part was, that I thought a lot. Like a lot, a lot. Yeah, so I was thinking a lot today.

Mmm, after school, I got a missed call from Ashley Pashley, and she wanted to know if I wanted to go to iHOP, with her and Kevin. So, I called her back, and I wasn't sure why, BUT, I said no. BUT, I felt like I said it really bitchy-like. I mean, at first, I was like, "Well, I wasn't invited." Which, was a lie, because Ashley did invite me. BUT, I meant like Kevin (the driver) didn't invite me, and I really didn't want to impose. Like, I didn't wanna randomly show up at his car with Ashley and be like, "Heyy, I'm coming along, too." I don't know. I also didn't have money, so I would've just sat there free-loading off of someone's unlimited pancakes. So, I didn't go. & IDK, I kinda felt like they both wanted it to be just them two. Like, I felt like it was a two-person bonding kinda thing. IDK.I felt bad , though. Everything came out all wrong, so I texted Ashley, apologizing for sounding "bitchy."

See, what I mean,? I'm thinking a lot!! I don't like it.

OH, another thing I've been thinking a lot about is me not saying Hi to people sometimes. I mean, most of the times, I don't see people when they wave, or people that I just generally know, and I don't say Hi on accident. BUT, I mean sometimes, I will see people, and IDK, I just don't say Hi. It's not like I don't like the person. I think its more of the mentality like: Oh, if they're not gonna say Hi to me, then why should I waste time saying Hi to them. Y'know? BUT, I mean, like sometimes I'll see my close friends, and this will happen, and it's like WTF?

Well, on that note: BYE! Haha.

Sincerely, Adrian.

Listen to the first lines of the songgggg.

<3

Mmm, so today was pretty blatent and nothing out of the ordinary. I woke up, and I worked out, and I showered while brushing my teeth, and I got ready, and ran to school. Everytime I work out (or any usually regular day) I always have to go in turbo mode. I hate it. Because, when I get to Akune's class, like all my hastiness catches up with me, and I get all hot and bothered and uncomfortable.

Mmm, well, nothing really happened at school. Let's see. First period, Mrs. Akune was a bitch. Second period, I kinds ditched, but not really. Oh, in second period I got a text saying that I made MC for the talent show! It was me, Mariana, Brittany, and Bobby. BUT, what's most important is that I made it. :)
I hope I don't have to dress fancy--because I'm just not a fancy kind of person. Y'know, I'm just a small town boy.

In third period, I finished my project. BUT, I wanna umph it little. Fourth period was pretty chill. We all just talked about how we're seniors and what we'd do. Mmm, and in fifth period, nothing really happened. Fifth period, is just full of me and Amber laughing, cracking cholo/a jokes, and talking to each other and the people that sit around us. Ohh, another thing me and Ambetch talk about in 5th period, is how Ms. Barry is an undercover bitch! Haha. I laugh, because it's true.

And after that, me, Karebear and Taylor just chilled. Then, I went to Calote's class with Karen and Mariana and Amber after school, and me and Amber had a really good talk.

Hmm, ohh random things, I feel like like talking about, BUT not like talk-talking about.
1. My mom told me she saw a ghost (I will get in-depth about this later/when I feel like it).
2. She said it was my grandpa.
3. I wonder if he remembers me.
4. My mom says that when you see a spirit or presence, that you should always talk it.
5. Unless, (my mexican friend told me) you hear something/someone calling you name, than you shouldn't answer it, because they're trying to take your spirit.
6. YIKES!! ^
7. Ohh, I'm stuck on the ghost thing.
8. And everyone, I've talked to about this ghost things, has seen a ghost before.
9. That kinda scares me.
10. Oh, another about ghosts that I learned is that, you should pray for them or something.

Sincerely, Adrian.

PS. I didn't wanna end it so abruptly like that. So, here's a picture of my cat.

Ehh.

I'm not in the blogging mood.
I just made another Facebook. My old one was disabled, and I couldn't log in/use that email to make a new one.
So, I used one of my old emails.

I feel really different/weird today. I'm not sure if anyone else has ever felt that. BUT, today when I was eating Subway at my kitchen table, and then I looked out over to my family room--I just felt different. Like weird. I can't really explain it. It just felt awkward or something. Maybe this is my quarter-life crisis or whatever. Because, I've been thinking about that feeling alot, and I was thinking that maybe I just need a change or a challenge or something. Or maybe it was the weather. Maybe it just made me feel gloomy and emo and furthermore awkward.

I don't know.

Sincerely, Adrian.

Crazy night.

So, I woke up this morning multiple times. I woke up the first time in the middle of the night to go pee. I woke up another time to take a drunken shit, and then I woke up for good, because Mariana called me.

**Brace yourself. This is going to be a LONG blog.

So, last night I went to Tamara's party. It was pretty fun. So before, I texted practically everyone on my contact list (except my mama, and other people who didn't need to know). When that was done, I went to go take a shower, and as I was showering, my friend, Lindsey called me. So, I literally got out of the shower and answered my phone. And she was all "who's party is it?" and "Oh, Derek's sister? Is Derek going to be there? Oh, is it going to be fun?" Which I answered with: "Yeah, it's going poppin': I'm going to be there!" *Notice the colon.

So, when I got out of the shower, Mariana called me and said she was on her way to pick me up. So, I had to go in like turbo changing mode. Haha, it was epic. So, Mariana got here and all I had to do was put on my shoes and figure out a way to get some "stuff" out of my garage and into Mariana's car. It was funny. So, we were in my garage while my mom was in the kitchen and would clearly see if we were to walk through the house and out the door with her handle of Smirnoff. So, I tried putting it in my pocket, then under my sweater, and then in my hood. It wouldn't suffice. So, I devised a plan to leave my phone in the garage and as we would leave I would say: "Oh, where's my phone?" Mariana would say: "Oh you probably left it in the garage." Then, I would say: "Oh...I'll just meet you in the car." This worked perfectly. So, when I went into the garage, I quickly opened the garage door, grabbed my phone and the Smirnoff and closed the garage door and jumped over the sensor before it closed. Skillllz! :)

So, we were figuring out where to put the Smirnoff. Because, we couldn't leave it in Mariana's Aunt's car. So, we left it off at Tamara's house. So, we went to Mariana's house and then Johno picked us up. Then, we went to Tamara's. We got there a bit early to help her set up for the party. "Setting-up" meant taking a taking a few shots while we walk around and wait. Haha.

So, the party got pretty poppin', and I remember having fun, and then the next thing I remember is going into the bathroom and seeing like one of my best friends heaving over the toilet. So, I immediately go and comfort her and rub her back, despite my level of drunkeness. I sweat I (& Emily) might've been in the bathroom forever, no exaggeration. However, I would sporadically leave to get water, fresh air, and see how the party's going--because being in that bathroom with my friend throwing up, made me want to throw up, and that just would've not helped at all.

So, when I left and came back for like the 3rd time, my friend was moved to a bedroom with a bowl, and Emili was still there and my friend, Lyndo was there, too--helping. It made me feel happy because, Lyndo and my sick friend use to not get along AT ALL. BUT, Lyndo was now helping and it just made me happy seeing them like that, because Lyndo and I used to be really good friends, too.

My friend's curfew was 11 and when she was dry heaving in the bathroom, it was running about 12ish. So, we asked my friend Johno to give her a ride home. Nonetheless, we got her home and now she's safe and well.

When, I got back to the party, there was actually a lot of people. And a lot of drama. And a lot of new faces, and a lot of people I met, and a lot of people I've met before, and a lot of people I don't remember.

Well, I got home at around 130. And my mom said: "Adrian's it's one-thirty." I said, "I know. I'm sorry." I tripped a little, but since I'm naturally clumsy, my mom didn't suspect I don't think so. And as she grilled be a little, I just kept saying: "Yeah, I know. I'm sorry. sad face." then, shivered. Then, I walked upstairs.

YAY, I'm in a pensive mood!

So, you know what that means--a good post.
:D

So, I think I'm in a pensive mood ultimately because it's raining. I've been listening to rainy songs, and I've been thinking a lot. And since I have no more keyboard piano (thanks to Indian-giver Nadia), there's no way to curb my thoughts. So, they just stay there in my head resonating.

So, I just got back from the thrift stores with my sister. It was nice, because the rain cleared up and you could see the sun, but you could still tell that it rained. It was nice. I liked it.

So, prior to the thrift stores. I asked my sister if we could go. And she was like: "Well, you still owe me 5 dollars from that In-N-Out I bought you that one day. And until, you give me those 5 dollars I'm not going to drive you anywhere." Isn't that bitchy of her? Ugh, sucha bitch. I mean, it's not like I work or anything. So, I'm broke most of the time. All I had was a 20 spot and three dollars. Ugh, bitch.

So, anyways. We're at the thrift stores, right? And I find the MOST bitchin' shirts ever. I swear. They are fucking awesome, I tell you. I think I'm going to take pictures of them and post them. BUT, I highly doubt it. I'm immensely lazy. We also looked for keyboards, and they did have keyboards, and sadly they thought I was talking about computer keyboards. :( Dumb cholas.

HAHA, well.
Sincerely,
Adrian.

PS. I'm ready to get drunk tonight.

I can't think of a good title.

So, college. I remember last year, towards the end of the year (or whenever I had a lot of homework, which was spent with me staring at my wall or ceiling due to my short attention-span, thinking a lot while there was a textbook open in front of me along with a bunch of jumbled papers hither and tither), I would always think about college. I remember I always used to refer to the people who reviewed college applications as "dumb-ass-nosy-picky-bitches." Because, in reality they are! Right? Can I get what-what or something? BUT, I guess in retrospective, it's not their fault. I guess the people who I should call "dumb-ass-nosy-picky-bitches" are the people who make up the requirements and such.
It's crazy, though. Like I've seen kids, not eat and get medical attention just to succeed in school, which is just a minutiae for the bigger picture: getting into college. And we all know that getting into college is just another way of saying "succeeding in life." I've even seen kids cry their eyes out when they found out they received a B on their report cards, because they were worried that that little bumpy letter would be the very thing keeping them from "succeeding in life." Because, that's how dumb, nosy and picky those crazy college bitches are! Ugh. It just makes me mad thinking about it.
Well, the reason I'm talking about this is because, I was talking with someone today about college and now getting in and all that. So, I decided to check my mail, and I got a letter from CSULB. And, they basically told me I did not get in because I never "submitted my ACT or SAT I in by the deadline." And, I mean I don't really care, CSULB was just a back-up random application school. It just kind of pissed me off, because I did submit my ACT and SAT I on time & now I'll never know if I'll ever get into that school or not. BUT, whatevers thug life. :D

SO, to make this entry much, much, MUCH happier, I'm going to do a movie review.


MOVIE REVIEW: PUSH 10/10

OMG, this movie was awesome. The movie is much more complex and interesting than the trailer. The trailer does no justice whatsoever. I think you should just go see it.

Sincerely,
Adrian.

This is different.

So, I've fallen into Kevin's crazed obsession. Only on the accounts of 2 things:
1. I'm bored, due to the fact I don't want to do my magazine review.
2. I have actual friends on here as opposed to my xanga, which only gets read be me. So, in a sense that's more like my online diary. Haha.

Well, it is 11:31, and I am making my favorite mexian food, Chila Quilles. Please, someone correct me on my spelling. I love Chila Quilles. They are so fucking delicious. Hold on. I think I might be burning the tortillas.

Okay, close call. So, for those of you who do not know what Chila Quilles are or how to make them, I will share on how I do it.

You will need:
Onions (doesn't matter how much, most likely at least a quarter cup)
Tortillas (about 2-3)
Tomato Sauce (at least one can)
Hot Sauce (preferably Tapatio. Yay Tapatio!)

Step 1. Saute onions until slightly brown.
Step 2. Then add the tortilla, which is ripped into pieces.
Step 3. Wait until the tortilla are mostly fully sauteed and brownish.
Step 4. Add the tomato sauce.
Step 5. Add the hot sauce.

Then, there you go! It's generally easy, right? Hold on. Yikes, my tortillas are kinda really really crispy.

Mmm, this post is really random. I would write about my past few days and whatnot, but I'm not really in that sort of pensive nostalgic mood. As mentioned earlier, I'm just bored. Haha.

Well, that's my first post.

Sincerely,
Adrian.